A Journey into the Landscape
Where to begin, try thinking of a time when you wanted to be alone with your thoughts and how life’s distractions always seems to get in the way and that is how this journey came about. To get back in touch with nature and the intangible threads that keep me sane, that keep me wanting to be in the landscape time and time again.
For a long time now the landscape has played a very big part in my life, it is where I can find peace, tranquility and space, it fills the voids of loneliness that one feels in cities, it is my ‘home’. There has always been a need to feel connected to the land in some way and it has evolved that way by making art, this may be paint, site specific installation, film or photography. So I began with a seed of a thought after a traumatic event in my life to plan a journey into the unknown, well that is as I have never been to the West Coast of Scotland before and use the adventure as a chance to create and feel part of something along the way. So my seed is turning into a reality slowly but surely and hopefully something exciting will be created.
My need to feel connected to nature in some way is very important, to feel part of it and the next process will be to plan how this will happen……..
First Steps
Not being an intrepid explorer on this scale many ideas ebb and flow through my mind, don’t think for one minute that this sort of thing can be planned in an evening. The first most important thing to think about is state of mind when travelling alone as it could easily turn into a very lonely and daunting trip if you let your thoughts wander and drift about how you feel. For me I want to go and create art and I know that I will have to keep to a certain set of guidelines for myself and not allow my thoughts drift into negativity. I have chosen to go on this trip and on this trip I will go, a pilgrimage into the unknown and oneself.
It is also very important to allow time to be creative and to be aware and mindful of the environment though a mindset that allows outside influences to flow around me and over me. To take what is important and use it to influence and direct my creative mind.
Much time has been spent researching different combinations of travel destinations and the logistics of it all, this has led to a turnaround in my thinking and made me realise that It needs to fulfil my needs and not to be a slave to destination bagging!
So this trip will be just the beginning of a much greater adventure.
Preparation
Well its already started I suppose, booked one ferry and three bed and breakfast places and this is where the difficulty started. Its very hard to try and match each place up with the next destination when you are trying to get from island to island, so now just one island is my main destination with little expeditions to others along the way. But thats enough of that because I want this to be about the creative journey and how it informs my presence and sets the pace of the adventure, !
My mind has started to think about the materials I will need whilst on this trip which in itself is a pleasant activity, thinking about all those lovely art materials that are available. Not that I haven’t got loads already but this is opportunity!! It has made me think about doing some large scale pieces which then makes its own agenda, like how do I work on it? Do I take an easel? Do I work on the floor? Blimey a lot of ‘what ifs’ already!
Three weeks to go till my trip and my mind and pocket are feeling full and empty retrospectively, purchases being made on a daily basis from stoves to dog harnesses and outdoor camping chairs. But in reality my mind is entering a new phase of what sort of creative impact this trip will make? This is a big criteria to think about as I want to be spontaneous but at the same time have some sort of agenda or otherwise I would be unable to know what to take with me. So where do we go from here? Is it going to be large or small, continous or separate for each location, film or sound? All these thoughts will slowly develop I hope over the final few weeks and allow for time to make sure that I have the materials and equipment I need. I can see some sort of installation or site specific work that is definitely connected to nature and the surrounding environment whilst being portable and can be used elsewhere.
Well two days before my trip! As usual after all the thought that goes into creativity and sort of planning the itinerary it has come to pass that my car will be loaded to the roof with art materials ‘just in case’ but hey ho it doesn’t matter really. I can only seem to work in the moment and the needs of that moment then map out the direction of the art making. The location plays a very important role and almost speaks to me as to what it requires, so I am going to follow this and see where it takes me!